i get this feeling every once in awhile, in the pit of my stomach, that i can honestly never explain. it's not painful. it's unsettling. it's this feeling that every thought i've ever had, and every emotion that i've ever felt, has all gathered and pinpointed in this one specific area in my stomach. it sounds absolutely ridiculous, even when i think about it to myself, but it happens so often and there's no other way i can express it. it's just simply an indescribable feeling. all my emotions are battling each other, every man for himself, using my thoughts as shields and swords. it's overwhelming and it bothers me to no end. it makes me want to create something. but, since there's no way that i can realistically describe it, there's no way i can make something of it. am i mad? am i scared? am i content? i can't figure it out. i just want to make sense of it all.