to not only feel a beating heart, but to understand its' purpose of being a muscle pumping blood through your veins. to not only count the bones in a ribcage, but to realize it is holding your delicate organs safe in your body. to understand the anatomy of a human structure, rather than just observing the skin everything resides in. to comprehend how so many fragments of flesh and limbs and bones and waves of complexities occupy a person. it is a beautiful thing and i love it all. even the things you don't like about yourself.