the worst feeling is being frustrated for no good fucking reason because it's not the kind of thing you can explain to someone

hi this is my life right now

i promise one day i'll get around to writing good things again, or at least writing eloquently and nicely again, maybe when i invest in that goddamn typewriter

i just can't stand so many things and i just don't understand so many things and it makes me so upset and annoyed for reasons i cannot express properly which makes me even more mad and it turns into this vicious fucking cycle of dissastisfaction and exasperation with life in general

just sit me down and tell me something nice and run your fingers through my hair and tell me something else nice and kiss me wholeheartedly and lovingly and convince me that i am capable of doing something right and good in this life

please

just

please